Post by Malykizeth on May 10, 2005 22:30:32 GMT 12
This is a poem I just finished.... Im so sad... i just had to put it into words...
All my life I fought my way
Killing evil where it lay
My fate was laid out very neat
Victory would mean defeat
I spent my years in the war
Always unable to soar
My story is beyond myth
The tale of me and Tyrianith!
I was at the head of the fight
Delivering a magical light
Why was I chosen for this?
What happened to the life I miss?
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
On and on the battle raged
Always I was encaged
Harken to my woeful story
My war is devoid of glory!
What a waste this war has become
I cannot believe what I have done
All the death burned to my name
I am a river of shame
The battles ring throughout my mind
My memories, they are not kind
All I see is dark on light
Who can save me from my plight?
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
Killing is an instinct now
As easy as a courteous bow
It is not right to fight so long
Is this where I really belong?
Stronger and stronger I became
From a force I could not tame
It filled me with a deadly hate
My fury I had to sate
I tried all the time to win
Losing was the greatest sin
I knew that when if won
The death that followed could not be undone
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
And so on I fought
Through my distraught
Doing all I could
Fighting for good
I cried useless tears
All through my years
My hate for my foe
Gave me a goal
I couldn’t let him live any more
He was a darkened sore
Tyrianith had to end
So no more death could he send
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
Finally came the day
When I would make the bastard pay
For all the evil he spread
I would have his head
I will not tell you what we did
Id rather keep it under a lid
Something awful had to take place
It gave me the burden of disgrace
Then I came out on top
The battle was able to stop
I had fought through blood and pain
But now I was almost insane
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
I fled from my fate
Fled from the hate
I was meant to be dead
The moment he was defeated
But I remained alive
I somehow survived
But what does it mean?
Is it as good as it seems?
I have screamed my rage out
Drowning sorrow with a shout
Why am I here?
I am my greatest fear
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
Now I am in this place
Living my life at the slowest pace
I cannot accept what I have done
I am the creature that I shun
All I wanted was to end the fight
But now I am torn and will never be right
I am not even sure
Can this life ever be pure?
Oh why does it hurt so much?
It has such an evil touch
I grow bitter as I look at you all
WILL I EVER GET UP FROM MY FALL?
I cry my friends
For it is all I can do till it ends…
All my life I fought my way
Killing evil where it lay
My fate was laid out very neat
Victory would mean defeat
I spent my years in the war
Always unable to soar
My story is beyond myth
The tale of me and Tyrianith!
I was at the head of the fight
Delivering a magical light
Why was I chosen for this?
What happened to the life I miss?
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
On and on the battle raged
Always I was encaged
Harken to my woeful story
My war is devoid of glory!
What a waste this war has become
I cannot believe what I have done
All the death burned to my name
I am a river of shame
The battles ring throughout my mind
My memories, they are not kind
All I see is dark on light
Who can save me from my plight?
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
Killing is an instinct now
As easy as a courteous bow
It is not right to fight so long
Is this where I really belong?
Stronger and stronger I became
From a force I could not tame
It filled me with a deadly hate
My fury I had to sate
I tried all the time to win
Losing was the greatest sin
I knew that when if won
The death that followed could not be undone
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
And so on I fought
Through my distraught
Doing all I could
Fighting for good
I cried useless tears
All through my years
My hate for my foe
Gave me a goal
I couldn’t let him live any more
He was a darkened sore
Tyrianith had to end
So no more death could he send
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
Finally came the day
When I would make the bastard pay
For all the evil he spread
I would have his head
I will not tell you what we did
Id rather keep it under a lid
Something awful had to take place
It gave me the burden of disgrace
Then I came out on top
The battle was able to stop
I had fought through blood and pain
But now I was almost insane
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
I fled from my fate
Fled from the hate
I was meant to be dead
The moment he was defeated
But I remained alive
I somehow survived
But what does it mean?
Is it as good as it seems?
I have screamed my rage out
Drowning sorrow with a shout
Why am I here?
I am my greatest fear
Why cant I die?
Who the hell am I?
What do you see?
When you look at me?
Now I am in this place
Living my life at the slowest pace
I cannot accept what I have done
I am the creature that I shun
All I wanted was to end the fight
But now I am torn and will never be right
I am not even sure
Can this life ever be pure?
Oh why does it hurt so much?
It has such an evil touch
I grow bitter as I look at you all
WILL I EVER GET UP FROM MY FALL?
I cry my friends
For it is all I can do till it ends…